always

would have given you the world… you wouldn’t even have to ask… because I loved you completely… without all the glamour and curated mask… there’s only love in my heart for you and there always will be…. losing you… in those moments everything fell away so I could truly see… the love and kindness you’ve…

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fly away

sometimes an act of love is truly letting go… when it becomes too painful to keep holding on… when you can no longer help the one you love the most… when you are doing more harm than healing…. sometimes walking away shows how much you love them… trusting they will find their own way…. allowing…

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Real Butterfly

No more fucking apologies…. Once caged by my past and then I set my own self free… No more hiding who I am now when I have nothing left to fear…. Turned the dark days completely around and have beauty in place of all my tears… Won’t let anyone silence my words and control how……

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Live

For so long… Just surviving and not living… Fearful of life and love… But sometimes… You have to make a choice to truly change… When you decide to love and care for yourself… Your whole life begins to rearrange… For so long I wasn’t fully living… Just slowly dying… But standing again to fight for…

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Once Upon a Time

Once upon a time… I was helpless…. I was afraid… And I believed for a long time… I would always be that way… But love has given me a new beginning and a new life…. Sometimes you have to face your fears and free yourself from the prisons you build… Because you deserve love… Real…

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Narrative

Wrote so many stories… Where I was a victim in every one… I knew every single page… Memorized the end before it even begun… I found safety in control and in these small stories I always lived by… It would be easier to spend the rest of my life on the ground but my heart…

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Free

Love and war… This scene feels too familiar to ignore… Growing up love was…power and control…wrapped in candy coated poison… Still he made me feel as if I was special and chosen… I ran so far to escape my past.. But then fell into the same nightmares…too fast… What he gave… It wasn’t love… But…

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peace

may you find love and may you find real peace… let forgiveness and freedom be all you ever keep… falling away from all that once imprisoned me… sometimes you lose everything to finally be able to see…. life is fragile and it’s over too soon….just take care of yourself now and forever… some ties you…

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keep

keep me but never leave…. what you give…eventually you will receive… abandonment and self esteem issues… wish it was easier to forget and never miss you…. but all of these lines feel like lies… I want only you…the real you underneath a thousand and one disguises… my heart is just a little broken… but at…

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real

smile a little too easy… break even and life’s just breezy… and I see through all the defenses… we do what we do to protect ourselves and hearts in barbed fences… but love is only real when you’re vulnerable and brave… when we love another there’s nothing we wouldn’t do to save… in the end…

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revenge

in the beginning all I wanted was him to feel…. all the pain and rage he made me feel… until he knew what he did… for all of his nightmares to be real… but the longer I sat with my pain and the past… I saw my whole life disappear….suddenly too fast… and I could…

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free

addiction lies to you and promises freedom… but the sweet tears are stained in colder memories… I never wanted to hate myself the way he hated me… never wanted to escape one prison and create another inside of me… sometimes we hurt the ones we love when we can’t win the battle inside… sometimes we…

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Save

I never knew… How addicted I was to the pain… Trying the same over and over in hopes it will all change…definition of insane… And I kept denying just how far I fell into my own nightmares… The hardest battle was believing I was worthy of being loved and that someone could even care… Spent…

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