always

would have given you the world… you wouldn’t even have to ask… because I loved you completely… without all the glamour and curated mask… there’s only love in my heart for you and there always will be…. losing you… in those moments everything fell away so I could truly see… the love and kindness you’ve…

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fly away

sometimes an act of love is truly letting go… when it becomes too painful to keep holding on… when you can no longer help the one you love the most… when you are doing more harm than healing…. sometimes walking away shows how much you love them… trusting they will find their own way…. allowing…

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Real Butterfly

No more fucking apologies…. Once caged by my past and then I set my own self free… No more hiding who I am now when I have nothing left to fear…. Turned the dark days completely around and have beauty in place of all my tears… Won’t let anyone silence my words and control how……

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Fly

Take a deep breath… Wonder of the world around you… There’s always beauty to be found… Now I see only my own… Fears and worries kept me on the ground… But years of darkness were shattered by love… Sometimes you have to lose yourself completely… To finally be found… And I’m thankful for all the…

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Addiction

Tired of living in the past…the pages burned to dust… Life can take twisted turns…but we do what we must… Childhood memories and scars were the reasons my heart chose not to trust… And it all comes around full circle…..when I think about the story of us…. For so long haunted by what used to…

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stay

I don’t need money…it won’t fill my heart… I don’t need more promises…it won’t give me a new start… Love can make you fly and leave you broken apart… But I wouldn’t trade a single moment of it all… Because you can’t have dreams without the risk of a fall… I would bet it all…

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Left You

Left you in a dark place because it would kill me to stay… I called out your name…but you left and went your way… Still I repeat in my heart every single word you say… I can’t look at you without hearing echoes of her… All our memories and time together lost…no use going back…

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new places

Closed my eyes…. Felt every needle point of the seamless lies… Held you in my heart until I shattered completely… Stood right there in front of you and it was like you couldn’t ever see…. And at the end of the day I still….wonder if there was something wrong with me… Blame myself for all…

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Letting Go

I don’t want to hold onto you anymore… Regret and fear….are nothing to live for… You found me in a broken place… But love saved me with effortless grace… And I fall only to fly…. There’s loss and beauty in the way she cries… No matter where you are… I hope happiness and love are…

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Dreams

Meet you halfway in between dreams and reality… But in the times I count your heart beats I know repeating the past won’t set me free… And I made my share of mistakes… I grew up learning love was just another act to fake… But I’m tired of playing this role… The lies and secrets…they…

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illusions

fear has only breathtaking dark illusions… powerful deceptions meant to trap and allure… creating a place of smoke and mirrors…. where the lines between what’s real and fantasy endlessly twist, transform, and blur… you had my mind but never my heart… love finds a way… even when there are infinite worlds apart…. close my eyes…

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reality

you were…. half in… half out…. but when you love someone… pretending to be there isn’t what it should be about… couldn’t let you see my tears as you walked out the door… all you spoke of were opportunities you would miss… a part of you just wanted more… and there’s still things I need…

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love is

past: love is dangerous… love is kind one minute and dark the next… love is unstable… love is given but can be taken away in a second… love isn’t for free… love is keeping you on your guard… love is taking away your power so someone else can feel more powerful…. love is mind games…

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