Real Butterfly

No more fucking apologies…. Once caged by my past and then I set my own self free… No more hiding who I am now when I have nothing left to fear…. Turned the dark days completely around and have beauty in place of all my tears… Won’t let anyone silence my words and control how……

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in this place

caught in the promise of a fantasy… but when I wake up… there’s nothing left between you and me… paralyzed in time and unable to see past the stories we wrote together once upon a time… breaking hearts and leaving is a different kind of crime… but I’m not mad at you…no I have peace…

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truly know

forgetting someone… is easier said than done… still thankful for what we had… when we had a good run…. no bitterness in me…no anger left… still wonder what path in love is the best… life and love…you can’t live without it… no words to say…my mind and heart completely split… divided in how to move…

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golden palace

she lived in a golden palace…. surrounded by pretty jewels and expensive things… but for all the money and power in the world… it could not give her the happiness she dreamed real love would one day bring…. they told her…smile and be grateful for what you have, don’t be selfish in your dreams… everyone…

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letting go

Forgiveness is more important than being right…. Being kind is better than always having the last word…. Letting go is needed to find true happiness…. Loving yourself for all that you are….is real love…. Cherishing someone is knowing they could never be replaced in your life…. Connection is laying down your defenses and being brave…

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just love

You can hold onto love…or your ego… But sometimes…. You just have to let it all go…. Trust in love… Trust love will always find a way…. I used to put my faith in things you could buy with a price tag…. Those who are empty inside have a need to loudly brag…. But we…

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today

wish I could rewrite the past…. all the days, years, lifetimes… they pass away too fast…. until I’m left with only the choices I wish I had made…. your hands were always there…. holding the blade…. still I could have just walked away… away… still listen to every word you have to say… wanted to…

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still

fell fast in a fantasy… lost myself and all the love within me… a stubborn heart and mind…. but I always tried to be loving and kind… your words are cold and cruel as they pierce my skin… if you want it… then you take the win… you always have the win… just stop the…

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say

shared laughter…. shared tears…. but I don’t want to let you go…. when I know at the end of tonight I have to…. when I’m not the one who makes you happy anymore…. you can’t hold onto someone who doesn’t love you anymore…. memories in this home… and I would give almost anything just to……

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yesterday

I would give…. My all…. To have you in yesterdays…. A moment in time where you still loved me…. Still cared…. To hold your hand one more time…. To laugh with you… To fall asleep next to you… But all the love has gone from your eyes…. Replaced with a coldness I have never felt….…

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miss you

lost in the reasons… but I can’t find one good enough…. good enough…. I miss the things we will never do together again… I miss the love in your eyes… I miss you… I miss you…

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