fly away

sometimes an act of love is truly letting go… when it becomes too painful to keep holding on… when you can no longer help the one you love the most… when you are doing more harm than healing…. sometimes walking away shows how much you love them… trusting they will find their own way…. allowing…

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breathe

I lost it all when I chose to lose myself to you… And I have fallen so far I know at this point our memories stay with me no matter what I do… Human… Aren’t we all just human in the end… Broken from the pain and here I start again…when will my heart begin…

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Easy

It’s too easy to fall from grace… The past and pain I long wished to erase… A single step in the wrong direction…down a path you never planned to take… Until every line and word becomes a perfectly manufactured fake…. Look around at the end… After you’ve burned every bridge… Cut off every family and…

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see through

You put me on a pedestal but I never belonged there… Life can be so beautifully and tragically unfair… But I’m not one to give in… With every day a new life just waiting to begin… And I never loved you more than in the moment you left me… But they say if you love…

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Fix

Tried to fix you…like I failed to fix him… But for all my flaws and the ways I came to rely and depend… We try to heal the past by re-creating familiar patterns and trends… But to find yourself and real closure…you have to create a new and more loving lens… Because I hated him…

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shatter

It’s strange how life can be… When you finally take your hands off the wheel and begin to fully see… Had it all planned out so… So perfectly… But life and expectations often divide… And all my denial and disconnection allowed me to too comfortably hide… I see you across oceans of wounds and laughter……

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Nightmares

I slipped into a beautiful dream… Gold shimmers but there’s a darker truth hidden beneath the light… And living in this world feels empty and cold… Everything and everyone has a price to be enslaved and sold… I fell further… And further into your lies… The perfect villain in a flawless disguise… But love saved…

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Deceive

You lied to me… I say it to myself… Because all the reasons I had for… Building walls… Destroying all chances to be loved… It was all a lie… Fear whispers… I’ll keep you safe… I’ll keep you from harm.. But you slowly kill love to prevent the pain… Because not feeling anything… Is better…

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Smoke

Addiction whispers the prettiest lies… Just one more.. Just a little bit… Just once more… Until… You wake up to find yourself in a prison of your own making… Self deception is the hardest the break… Because you’ve fooled yourself into thinking… That you’re still free… When the path you’ve taken.. Will never let it…

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Reframe

Everywhere I turn.. There’s another page…another story to slowly burn… I write myself in a dangerous and fear filled world… Never seeing it was my own heart that had grown cold… But to see it all through a new and brighter view… Sometimes you don’t meet the darker sides of yourself until karma fully echoes…

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Loving Me

I spent decades loving others… Pouring into empty and lonely hearts… But the one I should have cared for… Was my very own… Traveled the world over for a love that would complete me…. But I never found it there… Killing parts of me… Losing parts of me… Breaking parts of me… All to feel…

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