fly away

sometimes an act of love is truly letting go… when it becomes too painful to keep holding on… when you can no longer help the one you love the most… when you are doing more harm than healing…. sometimes walking away shows how much you love them… trusting they will find their own way…. allowing…

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without

Love isn’t enough… Is the most beautiful lie ever told… When it convinces you…. To pursue power… And other riches… All the while… The emptier you feel…. It won’t ever be enough… Not without love.. Not without love….

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Gold

Thought it would make me happy… To keep climbing up that mountain… But when I got to the top…. All the successes felt so empty… Like tears falling from my fingertips… All my life… I was chasing this perfect life I wished I had… It’s funny…. When you get to what you believe is the…

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Worn Paths

It would be easy…. To fall back in old patterns…. Stay with what is familiar and safe…. But I know where that roads leads…. Strange what becomes normal…. How our minds can be conditioned…. Going back to who I was…. Living in a dream…. It would be easy…. I have a choice to make…. Every…

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Dependencies

Used to live my life…. In a black & white fantasy…. Where the world was everything… I needed and wanted it to be… But that’s not what living is… When you’re a slave to your own harmful tendencies… I made excuses for why I could never… Break free…. But there was a part within… Where…

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Enough

I’ve fought in the same war…. A thousand times…. And I blamed everyone else for… Self inflicted crimes…. But when you try to fill the void within…. The battle against yourself… The best contenders convince you there’s no way to win…. Will it ever be…. Enough…. Will I ever be enough…. Pushing away love…. Until…

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Closure

I always believed closure would come from you…. But that’s the tragedy in trauma bonding with those who won’t stop the abuse…. Hero or villain… You always choose…. Even back then… You had the world to lose…. Lose…. You may never answer to those crimes but I know…. The truth behind the perfect rehearsed show……

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What We Do

Actions follow silent words and lies…. But the world sees so clearly through your paper thin disguise… You used to be center stage in my mind… I would replay the cruelty and how you could be so unkind… But living in nightmares…. Our hearts and memories begin to shatter and tear…. For all the times…

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Forget & Forgive

So easy to forget… But to forgive…. Holding onto resentments and regrets…. It’s no way to truly live… Staying mad at you… Kept me locked within my own traumas… And staying hateful towards you…. Kept alive the endless rotating dramas…. You may never receive the justice I once wished for you… But letting the memories…

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Gold

It was a perfect night…. Everything was in place…. Dressed in glittering sequins and grace…. And there was nothing that could be more right…. Practiced speeches…. In flawless form…. But the performance was far from inviting and warm…. Give away gold… As we break from society’s mold…. Reality nakedly televised… Left everyone paralyzed… Paralyzed…

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Words

Keep my name….. From the headlines… As we walk carefully… Across these word mines…. Awards drenched in shimmering gold…. As a hailstorm of news unfolds…. Who knew a crowd and clapping could feel… So cold…. But we all do as…. We’re told…

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