always

would have given you the world… you wouldn’t even have to ask… because I loved you completely… without all the glamour and curated mask… there’s only love in my heart for you and there always will be…. losing you… in those moments everything fell away so I could truly see… the love and kindness you’ve…

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fly away

sometimes an act of love is truly letting go… when it becomes too painful to keep holding on… when you can no longer help the one you love the most… when you are doing more harm than healing…. sometimes walking away shows how much you love them… trusting they will find their own way…. allowing…

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Real Butterfly

No more fucking apologies…. Once caged by my past and then I set my own self free… No more hiding who I am now when I have nothing left to fear…. Turned the dark days completely around and have beauty in place of all my tears… Won’t let anyone silence my words and control how……

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reality

you were…. half in… half out…. but when you love someone… pretending to be there isn’t what it should be about… couldn’t let you see my tears as you walked out the door… all you spoke of were opportunities you would miss… a part of you just wanted more… and there’s still things I need…

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love is

past: love is dangerous… love is kind one minute and dark the next… love is unstable… love is given but can be taken away in a second… love isn’t for free… love is keeping you on your guard… love is taking away your power so someone else can feel more powerful…. love is mind games…

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No Fear

Nothing is certain…. It’s never too late until the final curtain… Power and control is a mere illusion… Love is all that will ever matter…everything else is confusion… Give your heart to love or indifference… But always know your true point of reference…. Your mind…will create its own daydream or nightmare… Question the people and…

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Free

Nothing is the same… Shattered are the cruel lines once drawn around me….broken are the perfect golden frames…. I once imprisoned myself in a past I could not change… My heart wanted to replay the endless possibilities…infinite ways they could be rearranged… If I had just…. If I didn’t…. A million what ifs once filled…

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know

Radio silence… No longer replying to your texts… Never in a million years… Did I ever imagine I’d be your ex.. But something unexpected happened today… I felt a sorrow I’ve never felt before but all was okay… What scares me now…is I’m getting over you more and more… No longer looking at my past…

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one day

I feel the memories of you slipping away…. I am walking further and further from you with each and every day… Cherishing all we had together… once upon a time we had it all… But now you aren’t the one I turn to or the one I first think of to call… I’m scared of…

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replay

I replay the memories a thousand times…. Then I replay them a million more… Trying to find the moment your heart changed…. And every time I remember you… The pain makes all the moments spin and rearrange… Love is…. So many little things…. You have to welcome all the heartbreak and joy it may bring……

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worst fears

I’m lost in the memories of you and me… A new reality lies ahead but I don’t wish to see… Feel the distance growing deeper as the days disappear…. You leaving and falling out of love…brought to life my worst fears… And I keep replaying the past…but I know it’s over…. Underneath it all I’m…

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anymore

I only feel the coldness from your words… But never your love… I wish it didn’t hurt like this… I wish it wasn’t you I truly missed… Strip away all my defenses… Pour my heart out to yours…. But… Ending it all between us… That’s the only thing you are truly sure…. And I try…

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letting go

take a moment… just for yourself… because at the end of the day… you deserve all of your love and help… we look towards people and things to fill the emptiness inside… but when we step into the path meant for us…we find there’s nothing left for us to truly hide… love cannot ever be…

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