fly away

sometimes an act of love is truly letting go… when it becomes too painful to keep holding on… when you can no longer help the one you love the most… when you are doing more harm than healing…. sometimes walking away shows how much you love them… trusting they will find their own way…. allowing…

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Focus

I don’t want to focus on what doesn’t matter anymore…. Or obsess about fears that may never be real…. Fear kept me imprisoned and it won’t ever free me…. Love… Forgiveness… Joy…. Will…. I want to turn the page…. Let go…. A new beginning…

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Dreams

Anxiety is never far from me…. One moment I’m happy… And the next I’m panicking over what could be…. A current running restless in my mind…. The more I try to calm it… More fear is what I eventually find…. Something bad will happen to me…. Something threatening right around the corner…. But living in…

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Prison

I can’t live my life in a prison of my own making… Too long hiding behind a smile I perfected at faking…. But I know healing…it takes time and loving spaces… You can’t force anything….the heart has its own paces…. So many things happened so long ago… Back then I believed any sign of love…

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Struggles

It’s easy for me to… Drown myself in cold & lonely thoughts… And it’s easier for me to…. Escaping in dreams & battles fought…. Accepting peace & love & life for me it’s a daily war…. Never satisfied…. Pride always….always thirsts for more…. But…. If I have a choice…. Let me choose kindness today…. Let…

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Revenge

Revenge is best served sweet…. And for so long I held so much hate in my heart for you… The poison was all I could hold close enough to forever keep… I didn’t want to… I couldn’t…. Let go of the pain you left me with so I made a home for it inside my…

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Anything

I would have given…. Anything back then to have one moment of real love from you…. But I never knew your heart could never hold any love…. Not for me…. Or for you…. I wonder… If you know how painful it is to endlessly want love from someone who can’t…. Can’t give it back… To…

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Wish

I can’t wish away my trauamas… But some days I do wish I could… And there are moments I want to run away from it all… And those moments where I don’t want to lose even a second of time… I may never know the answers to why people do what they do… And I…

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Connect

Human connection… Reminds me how fragile we are… How we all need one another… But the source of so much love and beauty… Can also bring so much pain and heartbreak… Connection is what we need… But fear keeps us alone… For so long I kept everyone in my life away… But it made me…

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Free

Would you rather be powerful…. Or free…. You win…. & I stay true to me…. I have no games… Only love… & shattered Golden frames… No longer perfect or… A prisoner of.. Generational shame… Just me… Completely… Me…

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Poison

The only regrets I had…. Were the ones where harm was done…. To me… To you… But I kept your wrongs on a list until… The words and memories poured bitterness and coldness into me… I couldn’t change you… Couldn’t change me so you would love me…. But I… Found a certain kind of peace….…

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