Real Butterfly

No more fucking apologies…. Once caged by my past and then I set my own self free… No more hiding who I am now when I have nothing left to fear…. Turned the dark days completely around and have beauty in place of all my tears… Won’t let anyone silence my words and control how……

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bold

I admire the way you speak up… I love that you do what you can to help others… What you do, it’s more than enough… And I’m thankful for all the ways you create life and love in this world… Knowing you…lets my heart feel less alone and less cold… There’s beauty and courage in…

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passionate

passionate in the life I’m living… my mind caught up in the thoughts and love given… when all that’s said and done, I want to learn how to love more…. for too long fear and loneliness was what I once lived for… I want to belong to me… and I want to take care of…

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love

I can tell you the exact moment…. My entire life shattered…. Never the same again…. After it never felt the same again…. I remember so clearly… The panic and fear racing in every thought…. My body tense and paralyzed…. His eyes…. I remember his eyes best…. Darkness and hatred raging in shades of nightmares…. He…

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Broken

I feel the world falling apart around me… Shattered pieces in fragile hands… Love and violence…. Hate and forgiveness… Everything cutting into me with a precise blade…. Until tears flow with a brokenness I haven’t felt in a very, very long time… Pain fills every breath…. Grief in every heartbeat…. I wish…. I just wish……

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last goodbye

it still hurts when I think of you… it still makes me angry… and I try…. try to forget… forget all you did… I guess after all this time I still care…. I care that I never received your love… I care that the love you did give me was never enough… I care that…

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belong

growing up… there was always a question mark above whether or not I was loved… a constant emptiness and desperation of not really knowing it…. never feeling certain or safe in the kind of love given… love shouldn’t always have question mark after it… when it’s real…. when it’s real you don’t feel like you’re…

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Dare to Love

Dare to love… When facing the darkest of your fears…. Dare to give peace…. When violence seems to be the only answer…. Dare to be kind… When cruelty is all around you… Dare to love… When the world demands your pain… Dare to love…  

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