I’m holding back tears…wondering why I could never be good enough for you. It hurts me to know I wasn’t worth fighting for, loving, leaving me in every thing you do. I try to move on knowing you don’t care, even growing up it was like you never were truly there.
I fell a thousand times, but you turned away every time. You played with my emotions, tore down my trust, shattered my world as if…it wasn’t a crime. No tears shed, no sadness in your eyes. You still don’t know why it killed me to even try.
You took away my life the moment you gave into the darkness inside. Was it worth losing it all, to save your reputation & untouchable pride?
I’m sorry I was never the daughter you wanted me to be. But I’m more sorry for all the beauty, courage, & worth you failed to ever see in me.
Lauren Kim Art 