No, I didn’t want to think of you today.

Yes, I did anyways….

Thinking isn’t the same as missing….

& missing isn’t the same as wanting….

& wanting isn’t the same as needing….

Paint me a fantasy,

Wash it with the cold colors of reality.

Give me a reason to believe,

My heart could use a reprieve.

But I couldn’t make you ever see…

The fatal damage you did to me.

I relived our story a million times, the ending never changed.

Every scene & act was played out perfectly, as it was always prearranged.

Letting go is more than forgetting…it’s writing a story you belong in.

Remembering the true unconditional love you have within.

& I laughed until I cried, cried until I laughed the last tears away.

Love, not fear, will be what I have for every one of my days.


Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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