To Be Kind

30 years later and this whole time I defended the wrong mindset… Life is brighter when it’s not only about what you can selfishly get. I lived by his rules and I only could capture regrets. Sometimes it’s better to forgive and try to forget. Under fear, your heart is in a prism of hell.…

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Just Me

I compared my shade of lipstick next to hers… And I lived in a world of a thousand and one methods of control. Never felt good enough in my own skin, He made me believe my existence was a mistake and stained with sin. I took a long, hard look in the mirror and finally…

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Against the Wall

Before you judge her… You should just make sure… Take a walk within her life, until you know every single step. You haven’t even scratched the surface of the secrets she kept. Do you know the battles she had to win to get here? Can you handle the depths of every one of her fears?…

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In

You smile so sweet as your lies tear into me. You hug me a little too tightly. You say my name a little too politely. I walk away and you plead. But you were always the one stopping me from being freed. Thankful for the tears. Blessed to know love in the darkest of my…

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Blessings

Been a couple days… You have me in some kind of way… I never met you but I want you to be the one to stay. We always want what we can never have, a beautiful tragedy. Even in my dreams, from you I can’t seem to break free. I miss you and my thoughts…

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Tempted

I was tempted to let you get to me today… To react instead of silently respond to that unexpected text… Violating my boundaries triggers a set of emotions Where I feel only powerless and disrespect. And I know I shouldn’t let it get to me, but I’m still human at the end of it all.…

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