Leave My Heart

I used to tell people…I had a good childhood. I remember the family trips and all the normal things we used to do… On the surface picture perfect faces kept in a single frame. But the further I looked, the more I could see. Underneath the smiles I felt lost, alone, empty inside. Because he…

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Fear Raised Me

I miss you … But how do you miss someone you never really knew. I could stay in the past, but I’ve learned after time it’s not a path I want to pursue. You were in my dreams last night, it felt too real. In those blurry images and colors, a deeper truth revealed. I’ll…

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Naiveté

Your eyes crave attention not love, But it’s a never ending chase… Memories we long to keep, Mixed with those we long to erase. Call me by name, in love and in this space. I can read desire in every inch of your face. But love isn’t a game to me anymore… I found a…

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Fear in Disguise

Fear is a coward… Full of illusions but nothing more. He claws at your heart leaving scars. He devours your mind in nightmares. He leaves you in a state of panic and desperation. He sharpens his weapons for fun. He smiles in glee at your suffering. He takes joy in the depths of your pain.…

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A Selfish Thing

Protecting my heart, am I building walls too close? Fearful of being hurt by the ones I care for and love the most. An old life ends as a new one begins tonight. Sometimes the hardest choice is to do what you know is right. Core beliefs about myself can become so dark. Catching myself…

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Real Time

You are the way you are, because that is what you choose. When I stopped blaming you for what I did, I learned you have no excuse. What you say, what you do, that is one hundred percent on you. If I’m responsible for me, you be responsible for what you do. I used to…

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