Journey and Love

A new horizon… Golden and sapphire shades fading into the night. Fallen stories and disappearing memories… Walking away from the place I knew, To the one where I love. A journey of laughter and tears. Courage and dark fears. But I travel alone towards a new beginning…  

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Remember

She doesn’t call out to be selfish… She doesn’t bleed for attention… She doesn’t cry because she’s weak… Your love, it doesn’t feel real to me. No matter how I try to let it go, the memories remind me of the times where I was afraid. I tried to find a place safe from you.…

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My Own Arms

Love, I know so little of you in my past. You were somewhere alongside fear. How do I forget…how do I forgive… The complete helplessness I felt, fills my lungs and suffocates me. I still remember the way my hands would shake, then my whole body. I cried uncontrollably in my own arms. Locked doors…

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Don’t See It

I don’t recall… The moment you lost me. It was so long ago… In tears and time. Maybe I deserved it. Maybe I … You don’t know what you did to me. How it killed me. I drowned myself in your sorrows. And I took on your regrets. Every night I waited… Waited for you…

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Shots Fired

I don’t need to look where you’re aiming… Because it’s straight to my heart. I wish I was surprised. I wish I knew better. But your burdens and fears bleed into me. Escaping you is…a choice I have yet to make. Your love… Your love feels every shade of fake. When you told me to…

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Try to Love Me

I couldn’t change who I was… But I wish you could of loved me for who I am… You’d rather have a lifeless doll. There’s no love in your eyes. No kindness in your touch. I’m lost in all the ways you use me. My worth disappearing under nightmares… Why do I only see greed…

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Reach You

Words never reach you… You’re in a world far from this one. No matter what I say, You don’t see my pain. You don’t see any of my pain. And I’m stopped trying to tell you… Of the love lost in forgotten moments. How can I regret what I never had… I never knew you.…

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Dangerous Game

He was someone to believe in her…the first. Even her own father didn’t have that in him. But she fell blindly into a trap within her own fears. All that time, wanting to be seen, to be missed, to be of value. But letting someone outside of you determine your value…that’s a thin line. A…

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Painful Reality

I needed some time to work on myself… Read every book and watched every video regarding self help. And it took time to fully comprehend the gravity of what happened to me… Once you break through the denial, a new world opens up for your eyes to see. The first step is becoming aware of…

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Always Win

My heart grieves the loss of the years you stole away… Youthful innocence was never meant to stay. The tears remind me of yesterday. I hate what you took from me, but I can’t let hate rule my life. Revenge wanted me to play, I couldn’t accept that knife. Anger wants all it can have…

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