I don’t want to leave…

When I’m too lost in loving you exclusively.

It’s a dream in my head painted too beautifully.

There’s a caveat of desiring a love obsessively.

I should stop at one, but I push it to three…

When it’s all over, who will clean up the mess and decaying debris.

I’m wasting away, waiting for the love I know is just imaginary.

You’re the only one I have written in my personal stationary.

Maybe the only stories I know are the ones that are cautionary…

This fable is too pretty for me to find evidence of a more realistic theory.

A tug and war game and my hands and heart are becoming weary.

I know it’s wrong…I always say….

But then my heart and mind go two different ways.

I could stay forever in a lie,

When the truth is too hurtful to let myself ask why.

Why I need to have you want me.

Why I can’t seem to learn love’s true nature doesn’t seek selfishly.



Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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