Gifts You Gave Me

What would it take for me to let you go… I have to remember to give myself patience and allow for healing when it’s slow. Learning how to tell the difference between loving you and loving me. Writing a new story gives me a more beautiful possibility. Around you I could only crawl on the…

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Waiting

I’m mad at myself for wanting your attention. Desperate moments and it’s too late for intervention. Why do I need you more than I need me? The farther I fall, the longer you continue not to see. Love me, leave me, a pattern I know too easily. Waiting for the moment I wish to be…

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Fade

In my dreams…I find you there. I wait a little longer, staying in the moments we once shared. Teardrops on my lashes, let them fall where you lay. I’ll never forget you, as the skies around us fade to gray. Keep me close, shelter me from the rain. Only you can kiss my lips and…

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Make It Alright

Comfortable in your clothes, Carried away in a world only we know. White knights and fairy tale endings are everything I need. Where ever you go, I let you take the lead. Then a moment changed everything… You left me alone and broken to bleed. It was more important for you to succeed. And I…

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Soul

Let go today… Love take away The disappointments, the pain, the tears.. I’ve given too much to fear. The more I tried to control… The more I lost of my own soul. Life is suffering when you refuse to accept change. It would have been easier if I had turned the page… If you’re happy,…

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Let Go

I loved you… For as long as I could. I loved you… Past the point of when I should. I can’t love you like this anymore. My heart needs to shut the door. Desperation is not something one needs to live for. Fear kept me here. Year after year. Until I began to slowly disappear.…

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Leave Me

Tired of living life Selfishly. Addiction promises but never delivers A way to break free. Smoke and mirrors, I fell for your vulnerability. Learning the hard way, you always had it in your mind To control and use me. Forgive and let go endlessly. You found only imperfections as far as you could see. If…

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Justify

Pick apart my heart, Piece by piece. Pain and pleasure, Secrets to release. Mesmerized by your speech. You’re close enough But never within reach. And I fall asleep to your lullaby. My mistakes no longer do I Justify… I won’t find myself in you. My heart knows now What to do.        

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Beautiful Possibility

The lifestyle I once fought to defend… In my heart I knew one day it would have to completely end. In the past my one track mind only focused on an impossible fantasy. Insecurity and ego complement each other a little too perfectly. Your name was on my lips, but the blame stayed with me.…

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