I loved you still

You taught me abuse was love, and love was abuse. You said my only value was in how I could be used. I spent most of my youth learning how to die and defuse. You could be kind and equally cruel. One day I’m trash, the next a priceless jewel. My mind left battered and…

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Maze

Dark eyes, full of mystery. Tighten the chains but I don’t see. Lost in dreams and fantasy. A heart broken and alone. You taught me a person is a belonging to own. Wrong and right, blur together in a beautiful haze. Love with you is a twisted, torturous maze.  

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One Day

It was always…. You against me. Hero and adversary. Endless fights to the end. A broken heart to endlessly mend. I fell in love with the villain and never looked back. But he reminded me of everything I ever lacked. Abandoned myself to love another. He was just a cover… For the emptiness I felt…

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My Old Love Stories

To change a life, break away from old, outdated identities. Keep only love and kindness for close and trusted company. Let go of the thought of revenge and slowly forgive. Despair will steal every breath, it won’t allow you to live. I had to say good bye to all my old love stories to be…

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Parted Ways

I wrote you in every word, every line, and dream. But the illusions don’t shine nearly as brightly as they seem. I fell in love with the pain. All efforts to pull me away fell in vain. I only have myself to blame. But I don’t want to play any more games. This is my…

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For You To Stay

I fell in love with the misery, Kept re-writing every sad love story. It was better to keep the fantasy of you, But I didn’t see the nightmare I fell into. You know me, I had to have the last word. Golden cages and captive little birds. Living without you was more than hard. I…

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Don’t Care For What They Say

Speak your own heart, don’t care for what they say. Be true to who you are, don’t be tempted to go their own way. Love yourself in the moments you can’t seem to face the challenges of another day. When you have yourself to love, everything will be okay.

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Supposed to Be

In my nightmares…I relive the loss of faith in my own family. The pain and betrayal runs through ever last watercolored scene. I could build a world from all the space between. But you wanted me emotionless, a controlled and unfeeling machine. You never knew what you meant to me. You forced me to lose…

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Needed To Grow

I was so innocent when I met you. A thousand miles later, I can’t figure out what to do. Hearts are rarely whole and unbroken. It’s hard to go back to the fairy tale when your mind’s been awoken. Still, the lessons you gave me are precious and priceless. The dark and light days, the…

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Young and Old Hearts

Young hearts seek revenge after being broken. Old hearts forgive insults even when they’re not spoken. Young hearts fall head first into a magical fantasy. Old hearts know perfection in people and love can never be. Young hearts would rather be caught up in a rage. Old hearts know how to let go and turn…

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