Rescue Yourself

My mind…still remains in the nightmares. A part of my mind at least. Every word becomes an insult. A dagger straight into my open heart. Hurting old woulds. Awakening old scars. Every thought is a secret ploy to destroy me. Break me down. Harm me. You’ll adjust to just about anything to survive. My mind…

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I still believed in you

How do you heal from the person you trusted most in the world? No matter what they do to you, no matter how deeply they hurt you, a part of you stays loyal. Loyal to their love, their promises, their lies. Love is blind. You put me down. You take away my dignity. You shatter…

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Saved Me From You

You owe me…words you never said but I always felt the weight and burden of them. They branded me in unshakable shame and stole away my dignity. I owe you. My life, my mind, my existence was yours and I never knew it. You raised me in unseen chains and no one knew any differently.…

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State of Fear

I remember the helplessness…the feeling of only cold fear running through my blood. The tension in my body, right before you lay a hand on me. My scars are invisible and you’d have to look long enough to know their story. But what I remember most…the look of pure hatred in your eyes. Eyes empty…

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Make This Right

You pull me down, playing a white knight. I’d rather you own up to who you are and make this right. A fire burning in my heart, my truth still to be shared. I wonder what you saw in me, the image you cursed and feared.  

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Darker Place

There’s two sides of me… A lost, lonely girl dying to be free. An empowered woman who choose her own destiny. There’s a struggle in who I want to be. A heart tied to a painful past. A mind wanting my entire life recast. Competing values, both vying for my attention. A battle between love…

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