Your Own Fantasy

I learned how to love, how to fear. My mind has a record of the laughter and the tears. It’s crazy what we do for those we love and need. Fear and love, the one that grows is the one you feed. All I wanted was to be loved for being me. But you fell…

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Gift to Give

When I say no…it was brave of me. When you came for me, I closed my eyes to imagine breaking free. The only power you ever had was to terrify relentlessly. Forgiveness is a difficult gift to give. But it’s the only one that will allow me to live.  

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Decades

There were good times, there were more bad. But I was the one holding you up every time you were playing sad. Your kind of love…I’ve never seen anything like it in this world. You could go from content to completely insane, and it was never long before the rage returned. It’s time I bring…

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Completely Alone

You like me when I’m quiet and behaved. Your mind is a prison, dark and depraved. Your favorite word is yes, but you can’t handle when I say no. That’s just how it was supposed to go. But my life wasn’t yours to own. When all that’s said and done, You’re still the one left…

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Elaborate Show

There’s no winning when it comes to your love. You get the point across in the way you scream and shove. Then you say, it’s all because you…love. I don’t want your kind of love when it kills. My mind and sanity it steals. You’ll never know how this torture feels…. no you’ll never know.…

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