Love, I know so little of you in my past.
You were somewhere alongside fear.
How do I forget…how do I forgive…
The complete helplessness I felt, fills my lungs and suffocates me.
I still remember the way my hands would shake, then my whole body.
I cried uncontrollably in my own arms.
Locked doors and broken trust.
He tore into me with words and more.
Oh but she said to me…she never saw it.
Never felt his rage.
I don’t know what to believe when you have only memories.
I see through you,
And I can’t move.