I couldn’t change who I was…

But I wish you could of loved me for who I am…

You’d rather have a lifeless doll.

There’s no love in your eyes.

No kindness in your touch.

I’m lost in all the ways you use me.

My worth disappearing under nightmares…

Why do I only see greed reflecting back in your eyes?

It keeps me up at night…

As if waiting for the world to end.

You don’t say you’re sorry.

You can’t confess the truth.

And I know you feel pain but all I know is this darker side to you.

I can’t erase it from my mind.

I can’t forget the look of murder in your eyes.

How old I was when this all began…

It seems like forever…

But you were my world.

My trust and foundation.

And when you came after me…

I ran away in my heart.

You were supposed to protect me…

But I had no one to protect me from you.

You did your best to raise me…

But did you try to love me?

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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