that’s me

if given the choice, there’s no one I’d rather be… when I’m not a superficial fantasy. grateful for who I am and loving myself for company. it’s been a long journey, took a while to embrace my individuality. in another’s shoes…I could never fully be me. the only way towards love was… understanding there’s only…

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let go…

let go… of the wounds your heart needs to heal… let go… of the fantasies that kept you from living and appreciating what’s real… let go… of the fake smiles and the need to be anyone other than yourself… let go… of the past, give yourself time to recover and receive supportive help… let go……

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my own

I once only could numb the pain running through my veins… The life I chose…was not one I could ever continue and sustain. When I started to love me…everything changed from the way it was before. The fears I carried at all times with me…left and never returned again through my doors. I wanted to…

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letting go of the hurt

I gave all my attention to the pain… Never knowing, my attempts in this way, would be perfectly in vain. Painted myself the perpetual victim of …everything. Not yet self aware enough to see the storms I alone did bring. Not saying what they did to me was right…. But I’m saying…I’m no longer willing…

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finally be

my mistakes are beautiful tattoos across my bare skin… my flaws carve depth and meaning further in… there are moments I’m selfish in what I think I need… times I struggle not to give into the allure of fear and greed. the path towards love is bittersweet… when your true self you finally do meet.…

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waves

growing up I didn’t know exactly who I was…. darker skin and eyes…easily misunderstood because… surface appearances only tell you so much… superficial and hurtful stereotypes as such… back then… I wished I was white… what made me, me…for so long didn’t feel quite right. giving up my own value to fit in. but comparison…

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with time…

it hurts to heal… layers and layers to uncover and painfully peel. fear dissolves and disappears when you let yourself feel. letting go of what was fantasy…and embracing what was real. he was a man who had very little love to give. but i’ll thank him every moment i have to live. when you know…

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a little more bright

a kaleidoscope of thoughts, sorting what is truly love and what is not. thankful for every moment i have here and now. love and loyalty in the letters of my own vows. taking a different road, in the direction of a new destination. life and love…are results of our own values and imaginations. don’t we…

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give me love

Give me love, not an obsession. One where no one is an encased possession. A relationship where respected boundaries draw defined lines… Where we both care for one another and help the other shine. No desire to imprison…or keep the other locked up in a cage. One not over shadowed by kindness and cruelness in…

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get to you

You would think I’d be down for the count…. But self pity isn’t what I’m going to be about. Regret once served to stain my own name. But once you move past letting go… A part of you cannot remain the same. Life will throw you curves and expect you to break. But nothing will…

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