I still have those…dark kind of days. Still I struggle in moments to find my own way. Healing a heart is a journey of self love and care. Stripping the layers built in painful years. Broken pieces in memory and sometimes they are what I see. Fear and doubt always at the ready, but I…
Read MoreHis love was poison…
His love was poison… But she knew no other. He convinced her she needed him. They would always stand by each other. But he cut her down day by day. His heart and his morality went the other way… Hell is loving someone who abuses you… Addiction is what you become accustomed to. Endless cycles…
Read MoreA little more of love
Let me count the love you give me… Every teardrop still upon my pillow. It’s possible to love someone… And despise them all the same. My thoughts are tidal waves and sometimes I don’t know where they will land. One day I’m on top of the world… The next all I want to do is…
Read MoreYour Own Voice
He left me with the worst pain of my life… Stabbed me over and over, then twisted and turned the knife. And if I gave him my power…I would still be in his nightmares. But love was never a part of the facade he wears. I have scars, running far and deep within. It doesn’t…
Read MoreI don’t want to see
I fell in love… But he left me. And then I… Questioned my own worth and doubted my own beauty. What’s wrong with me? Why he walked away…I don’t want to see. All of it hurt timelessly.
Read MoreGood Bye
I don’t know how to let you go… Is there any love in the emotions you don’t show? I tell my heart to give up but it won’t listen. My mind still stays in a familiar prison… I love you and I don’t know why. But I know…. I know you won’t ever reply. So…
Read MoreCommiserate
Never thought I could hate… I don’t want to see myself in this state. The shame, guilt, and pain you give me feels innate. But you have more than enough on your own plate. Sitting across from you, I don’t even know how to commiserate. The shadows you give me seem to consequently proliferate. …
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