Loud and Clear

Count the signs of unhealthy dependency. These childhood roots are invisible for bystanders to see… He and I had a relationship of extreme intensity. Fantasy will never be the same as true intimacy. Help me to know the difference between love and fear. Healthy relationships don’t leave you alone and powerless in tears. All this time I…

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hold on to you

I tried for so long… To get over you. Forcing myself to forget the memories. But I never walked too far. You were my world and we have years in between. Maybe I’ll never get over how you left. Maybe these scars will always be there… I guess I have to stop telling myself you…

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Warfare

Loving him is warfare… Every word is a military issued weapon. Every act is a deliberately planned assault. You could spend forever waiting for him to finally care. And he doesn’t even know he’s in a war with himself and not with me. He decorates his arms in medals and daggers, but nothing is ever…

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