Begin to Grow

Every time I think of him… I can only remember the ways he hurt me. In my own field of vision…the pain is all I can see. I guess we all have blindspots of our own to evaluate. Took me a while to trade in all my tears and remaining hate. The truth is I…

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Survivor

She’s a survivor… She doesn’t need you to revive her. The past doesn’t hold the cure. In the moments you doubt her ability to overcome, She’ll prove to you she’s more than the place where she’s from. Dysfunction and neglect. Family is a sensitive subject. But she won’t stay silent when you slander her name.…

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Whole

She’s a little too set in her ways… She’s a little too bold in her displays… But if you love me, love me at my worst. It’s too bad he got to me first. Because I question every intention and I Thought I should mention… I love every single part of me. That’s just how…

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Disagree

It’s okay to disagree… And it’s okay to love and hate me. But there was a point where our relationship became more than unhealthy. The fine lines between what’s expected and what’s not okay is complicated. You become used to the insults and the put downs, your mind and body adjust to what’s tolerated. But…

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for my own good

I’m a little too stubborn for my own good. When I know exactly what I need to do, I do the opposite of what I should. I have too many opinions and I’m not afraid to let you know. When your love feels fake, I call you out and tell you to stop putting on…

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Childish

I was broken…until I had no other choice but to dust off my past. Pain and tears, when you decide to let them go, they won’t last. Associated myself with being a wounded and helpless girl. But you know what they say…don’t cast away your pearls. Thought I had to be the perfect daughter, always…

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What to Say

You think you own me… When I don’t do what you say, your true self is what I see. Once a high commander in the military, You fell in love with authority, such a visionary. And every word is an order. Then you wonder how she has a disorder. Depression and anxiety are symptoms of…

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