I don’t want to pretend to be happy when I’m not.
I tell myself to let it go…but in my heart I simply cannot.
It would be easier if I could just act as if…all our memories I forgot.
But they replay in my head over and over.
As I keep searching and searching for closure.
No amount of good can erase the bad.
I no longer want what I once had…
It’s time for me to walk away…
Because in my heart…I don’t want to stay.
