I always thought I was the problem…
A little too much to handle.
But the more I analyze my past…the more you appear to be the true vandal…
You exaggerate my flaws…until it all becomes black and white.
No matter what I do or say…you act as if you’re always completely right.
I hoped…for so long that you would one day change and become the person I once believed in.
But all you’ve shown me is…
Your narcissism and ego always seem to win.
You say words to instrumentally provoke a fight..
You take a position to create more drama and my thoughts then keep me up at night.
It took a while for me to see…
Staying around hoping for change is insanity.
Because you only care about you at the end of the day.
You play the nice card and then silence the words I say.
And you only want the type of reaction from me that makes me feel helpless.
But the sad reality is..you’re just a victim of your own denial and self perpetuating mess.
You’re poison and there’s no way around the reality.
I was foolish to give you second chances when leaving you is the only way to break free.