The deepest hell is loving someone who abuses you…

Playing games with your heart and mind…tearing you in two.

I made excuses for you…only wanting to remember the “good” days…

Until the weight of denial became too heavy for me to see it in a rose colored way.

You have multiple sides, cruel, kind, innocent, vulnerable…wrapped up into one.

But when you mocked my own pain and escaped any accountability…that’s the moment I was completely done.

It would be easy for me to forgive you again and again…for the same behavior.

I always thought you were my friend, my family, my supporter…but now I see you were secretly a devoted hater.

Because every confession I make….

You use against me and highlight my failures and mistakes.

All your love feels empty and fake.

You’re a vulture in sheep’s clothing.

Confronting my denial, now I know you’re not worth knowing.

Because people like you just take pleasure in hurting others.

It took me years to finally see your true colors.


Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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