I love you across a dream…

I get caught up in the fantasies.

But I fear I’m just repeating a pattern from childhood.

My heart feels tired and misunderstood.

Because..he was never truly there.

And he didn’t show me he fully cared.

All I wanted was to be loved and held with open arms.

But all he had was false promises and perfect charms.

I can’t help but think….this is just the same.

To him…love was merely a solitary game.

He was physically there and in every other way a million miles away.

And I pretend loving you only in my dreams is enough…that it’s okay.

I’m reliving the same life with you…

Wanting what could never…become true.

 

 

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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