I love you across a dream…
I get caught up in the fantasies.
But I fear I’m just repeating a pattern from childhood.
My heart feels tired and misunderstood.
Because..he was never truly there.
And he didn’t show me he fully cared.
All I wanted was to be loved and held with open arms.
But all he had was false promises and perfect charms.
I can’t help but think….this is just the same.
To him…love was merely a solitary game.
He was physically there and in every other way a million miles away.
And I pretend loving you only in my dreams is enough…that it’s okay.
I’m reliving the same life with you…
Wanting what could never…become true.
