I wanted you there…
The anger and pain is too much to bare.
But letting you have the power to hurt me further…is a choice I don’t have to make.
Sometimes we let people in and I know now it was a mistake.
There’s a difference between being guarded and being heartless.
Not saying my own reputation and who I am is spotless.
I won’t give you the satisfaction of bringing me down and taking control of my emotions.
Loving your own life is the best revenge, I don’t have to entertain your baseless notions.
Because I see your true colors…and the way it was always me apologizing.
Staying by your side would have been demoralizing.
Still…I wish you well and just to let you know…
The path of seeking vengeance…
That’s not how I want to go.