It hurts me to see your face in photographs…
But I guess it’s a love hate relationship when you are the one to fill these paragraphs.
Tell me if any of it was ever real…
When my love was foolishly yours to steal.
I see you through a filtered lens.
Every word you say was said to secretly offend.
And how can I ever get over someone who was never really there…
Gave you so many chances to turn around and show me you truly care.
Take me back to a time where all I had for you was trust.
All that we have now disappeared into scars and jagged dust.
I fell in love with a person who never existed.
Everything I say and do, you take and turn it around until it becomes twisted.
You once knew me as no other did…but now you’re a complete stranger in my eyes.
Saying what you say…as if you wanted to see me break down and cry.
But I won’t give you that…my life was not meant for you to take.
We all choose the lives we dream of and the ones we then make.