It hurts me to see your face in photographs…

But I guess it’s a love hate relationship when you are the one to fill these paragraphs.

Tell me if any of it was ever real…

When my love was foolishly yours to steal.

I see you through a filtered lens.

Every word you say was said to secretly offend.

And how can I ever get over someone who was never really there…

Gave you so many chances to turn around and show me you truly care.

Take me back to a time where all I had for you was trust.

All that we have now disappeared into scars and jagged dust.

I fell in love with a person who never existed.

Everything I say and do, you take and turn it around until it becomes twisted.

You once knew me as no other did…but now you’re a complete stranger in my eyes.

Saying what you say…as if you wanted to see me break down and cry.

But I won’t give you that…my life was not meant for you to take.

We all choose the lives we dream of and the ones we then make.

 

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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