Missed

I planned for every moment… Wrote endless strategies… A perfectionist to say the least. But every moment was fixed. Every second was timed. Pressures and stress lined every breath. I couldn’t bare the thought of being hurt again. So I planned and planned… Worry was my ally. Fear was my motivation. Love was…a fantasy. But…

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Unexpected Lightning

The more I tried to capture happiness… Bottle it up forever in a single moment… The harder it was to keep. Always a step away from me. But the moment I let you fully go… Stopped trying so hard to hold on and faced my fears of preventing any growth… Love flooded in…as if it…

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Love over fear

He was once all powerful in my mind. Invincible. Unstoppable. Godlike. Perfect. Never wrong. Through a child’s eyes, this was what he was to me. But my mind was broken. My thoughts were twisted. He washed my brain with his own agenda. He replaced my heart with his emptiness. And my love with fear. But…

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