I fear commitment…
I run from it in fear of having something that truly matters to me.
When I’ve lost so much already.
I push people away, still hoping they choose to stay.
So many have left.
And the lonely nights get to me.
But it was worse when I was with you…
Alone in your heart’s empty rooms.
Still I stayed…
Hoping you would see me.
Love me.
Until…
All I could do was leave and learn how to
Love me.
Lauren Kim Art 