Whatever You Do

I’m not proud of what I did to hurt you…

I wanted to hold on…

I wanted to have you in my life.

But when I reached out and showed you my scars…

All you did was twist the knife.

I loved you like family.

I trusted you with my whole heart and you’re still a part of me.

But somewhere along the line…love became fear and the fear tore me apart.

I guess this is where we finally, finally depart.

I’m thankful for all the memories…for the times we had together.

It breaks my heart when I believed we would make it through any weather.

I hope you forgive me for walking away…for not wanting to wear a fake smile.

Reconnected and tried to make it okay…but everything turned too familiar and hostile.

I love you. I miss you too.

I hope love finds you in whatever you do…