Imitation

I wasn’t born to be a simple imitation…

Thought you had me on lock down but I won’t respond to your invitation.

Lost myself a long time ago…fought through my nightmares to get myself back.

I think it’s time I stop living in denial and began to pick up the slack.

Because I was so lost in you…

Didn’t want to see outside your point of view.

You made me feel special…but it was all part of your plans…

But I’m not one of your mindless, love blind fans…

Not to say I’m better.

Not to say I’m competing with her.

I just want me now…the way it should have been all along.

Falling for a fantasy…

That’s where it all went wrong.