endings

I loved you in fairy tales and happy endings… In reality, my heart and soul are still struggling and mending… And I just couldn’t keep pretending… To love you when I keep defending… I wish it didn’t end the way it did… But I was just a kid….  

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care

I try to love you but it hurts too deep…. There’s too many painful memories I don’t want to keep… I don’t know where we go from here… There’s still a part of me that lives in fear… Wishing and waiting patiently for you to selflessly care…

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sight

I faced your shadows today… It hurts me so to say… You never loved me without hidden motivations… But I still wore my best smile on those special occasions… I just wanted to see you happy but I failed so many times… And I still remember the tears I cried alone at night… I’m trying…

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bright

abandonment hurts…. rejection burns… when I was at my lowest… you both took your turns… and I don’t say it to gain pity… habits are hard to break when you’re used to… sitting pretty… and the hardest part was seeing you without the shining lights… when I realized for the first time… your goodness and…

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disease

it hurts me…. when you valued your life but never mine… it kills me… when you turned away as if I wasn’t worth the time… it broke me… when you left me alone… it shattered me… when there was no love left in your tones… my tears were for you…then for me… they washed away…

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reason

thoughts and feelings seduce, they tell you what’s the use…. but they are filled with pain and lies… and they never fail to wear a flawless, perfect disguise…. don’t believe it for a second when you are here for a reason… keep love close, even if it’s only yours, let it guide you through the…

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darker

thoughts in hurricanes cloud her mind… it gets darker and even more unkind… then she remembers there’s love and there’s more life to live… even when her voice feels silent, she has so much left to give… you never know when the rain will end… may love find a place in your ways to amend…

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cure

Looked in the mirror today…. I once could only think of escaping but my heart no longer wants to live that way… Living in a dream world… Leaves you alone and cold… And I want better for myself… Better for myself… Instead of hurting, my attention is focused on how to help… Because I don’t…

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