okay in the end

I held on…when the ship was sinking… But even then, his grip on me was slipping… His imprints now disappearing… A new horizon in the clearing… And I know we both have scars… Somewhere along the line…my heart directed me afar. We’ll both be okay in the end… We parted ways, to finally be able…

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in time

I lost you before I even knew… When you did what you did, the pain clouded my entire view. I wished you could have…seen the tears in my eyes. The times I was left broken…believing one of many lies. But I still healed in time… In time…  

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direction of pain

who was the man behind the mask? even the girl I once was became too terrified to ask. but he did what he could… far from following the morals he should… still… how far do you walk in the direction of pain? letting go… when holding on could only be in vain.

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within my heart

you can fall in love with a feeling… one that leaves you dazed and reeling… my eyes always seeing what they wish to see… even when I know it cannot be. loving someone who was never there… feels cruel and comfortably unfair. a love of both equal parts… is one I’m newly learning within my…

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something like this

Try not to think of the feeling I have when I see your face… Caught up in between when the reality is more than I can fake. There’s longing and love, both I won’t be able to embrace. Easier to turn away and slowly start to erase… But there’s something there I can’t quite place……

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Shaded Color

Jealousy isn’t a pretty shade of color… Cherish who and what you have like no other. I’ve been on the other side of it all. I know what it’s like to be the one you let fall. Would never want to be the reason for your troubles. We all have our own vices and personal…

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shine the brightest

when you’re hurting your world becomes smaller and smaller every moment… until every word and every thought is a strategic move against you… your mind paints beautiful false illusions… twisting and turning the reality around you… until you believe the lies… everyone is out to harm you… everything is an adversary… walls wired with defenses…

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