meant to be

love is all that will ever matter to me… through the rain and sunshine I finally learned how to see… the endless colors and stories meant to be… love found me and gave me wings.

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real home

deception cannot last forever… sooner or later you’ll find the truth. his lies and his fabricated world couldn’t withstand the test of time. the more I learned of love, the more of him I left behind. but the rain and sun, we need them both. sometimes the adversity is what we require to experience growth.…

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artificial world

I grew up in an artificial world… One he created… But if you never know any differently, then you wouldn’t know that behind the curtains…every detail and plan he dictated. When I got older…that’s when I started to see… All the methods and manipulations he operated to keep control of me. The real world is…

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within me

the more I held onto you…the more you slipped away… and the more I tried to control my own life…the more the rain poured and filled it with strife. life and love…cannot be put into a box. but sometimes fear and pain create reinforced locks. letting go and letting it be… never was done easily.…

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still

Admired you from afar… The world we see outside ourselves is a mirror reflection of the view we hold within. Love is the only reason the world continues to carry on and effortlessly spin. So many questions I’ll never know the answer to…but maybe that’s the point. If you let go and trust in the…

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upon

I wanted my dreams to be real… They filled my entire day until I was lost in their perfect appeal. I left my fears behind… Traded in my pain for a love that was kind. And we do what we do to move on. Until love is what we finally stumble upon.

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shine as me

there are times I think… it would have been easier to be the person he wanted me to be. stop putting up a fight and accept I couldn’t truly shine as me. at least… there wouldn’t have been those fights. the ones that kept me crying long into the night… and at least… I wouldn’t…

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truly matter

a thousand people could love you, adore you completely. but your mind will throw all of its attention on the one who turned away. the one who couldn’t love you for you, who wanted you to be someone else. to fit into their mold. a perfect fantasy. but it took me time… to learn this…

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don’t give him anything

don’t give him a moment of your time… or let him ruin your day. he doesn’t deserve a room in your head or… a rented place in your heart. he doesn’t have the power to hurt you anymore. let your love outshine your fears. you are worthy of everything. all the love you can imagine.…

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life returned

I guess growing up for me is… Realizing your heroes are flawed and human in every way… Leaving someone who is abusive and harmful to you…even when a part of you longs to stay. Knowing you can’t change anyone but yourself, when you’re the only one who can ask and accept outside help. Forgiving someone…

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