truly matter

a thousand people could love you, adore you completely. but your mind will throw all of its attention on the one who turned away. the one who couldn’t love you for you, who wanted you to be someone else. to fit into their mold. a perfect fantasy. but it took me time… to learn this…

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don’t give him anything

don’t give him a moment of your time… or let him ruin your day. he doesn’t deserve a room in your head or… a rented place in your heart. he doesn’t have the power to hurt you anymore. let your love outshine your fears. you are worthy of everything. all the love you can imagine.…

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life returned

I guess growing up for me is… Realizing your heroes are flawed and human in every way… Leaving someone who is abusive and harmful to you…even when a part of you longs to stay. Knowing you can’t change anyone but yourself, when you’re the only one who can ask and accept outside help. Forgiving someone…

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my heart sees

I loved you so much… But never felt the warmth and comfort of your touch… You were my hero all dressed in white… But the hero I always needed was the one hidden from my own sight… Love gave me the courage to walk away… Love told me I would die if I didn’t face…

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willing heart

There’s so much in me… But sometimes I can’t help but break down and bleed… External validation and approval is an addicting superficial need. Too easily, despair and doubt plant deep rooted seeds. But the fears have no power to take the best of me. Tonight I’m met with tears… But tomorrow… I’ll turn the…

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loves you

Some people want to break things…and other people. When they are more than shattered already… There’s despair behind their rage… Tears beneath the act that is perfectly staged… No excuses… Not saying it was right… Just everyone has their own battle and secret fight. A broken, twisted person… Will use and abuse anyone… But in…

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All Along

I wasn’t always broken… It took time to wear me down… I always believed I was a fighter… Until he burned everything I loved to the ground… But I’m not feeling sorry for the adversity… You have it all switched around… Because of him… Real love was what I eventually found. I thought I needed…

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