for myself

I loved my father…. And it hurt me to lose him. Something like that can’t help but to change you. I can forgive the person he was. I can let go of what happened. Every choice I make for me grows the love I have for myself. Every step I take is for myself. it…

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one step

walking away isn’t easy…. staying away is even harder… and forgiveness… at times seems impossible. even when someone hurts you, it doesn’t stop you from loving them. even when they use you, it doesn’t stop you from loving them. love is complicated. and maybe there will always be scars. but somehow you have to start…

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person he was

it’s going to take time to see past the shining exterior of him…. to fully accept the true reality of the person he was. it’s going to take longer to fully comprehend that he wasn’t the person I thought… to know what he did was never about me, that he was the way he was…

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