it’s going to take time to see past the shining exterior of him….
to fully accept the true reality of the person he was.
it’s going to take longer to fully comprehend that he wasn’t the person I thought…
to know what he did was never about me, that he was the way he was because of him…
I can’t blame myself forever…
I can’t hold onto the wounds.
The more I focus on the future and the less I relive the past…
I can move forward into a place of peace.
