hopeful eyes

the wounds you left me with… never fully healed. I was the one scared of the truth they alone revealed. so used to being a victim, there was no other way to see my own reflection. I didn’t want to completely lose you so I abandoned my own need for self protection… but I think…

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hurting me

didn’t see…. I was choosing you over my… life and love and happiness. obsessed with all the ways you hurt me… blind in the pain and not wanting to fully see… the ways I alone was hurting me.    

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detriment

there was a time I couldn’t imagine my life without you… it was like imagining the day without the rain… I got used to the distance and the pain. didn’t know who I was without you… back then I couldn’t care enough about me to let my conscience guide me in being true…. sometimes we…

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