worse

I’m tired of arguing my case….every word falls on deaf ears. But you’re used to me being this way after so many years. As you tear down my defenses… Your kind of “love” is getting expensive…. I tell you stop and you don’t comply… I tell you no more and you think what I want…

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under my skin

I try not to let what you do get to me…. But you know the buttons to press and you do so effortlessly… And it’s easy to let you get under my skin… But that would be letting you have your way and allowing you to win. Oh I wish you could just…let me be.…

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break free

I don’t want to hate the person within this skin… It’s a struggle to love the flaws and beauty within. Boundaries were meant to keep you out and me in… But with everything you’ve done… You didn’t listen… And I can’t keep fighting you in this condition… Tired of the walls surrounding me in an…

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roadmap

a future of possibilities lays ahead… there’s hope and love in the lines I’ve read. choose carefully what you allow into your home and bed. because our thoughts become the roadmap to reality… what you chase after defines a role in your own destiny. create a life… where you feel free. one where you are…

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reality

I don’t want to need the things I know… Will only hurt me. And I don’t want to chase after dreams… Not meant to be. Wrapped up in illusions of blind Fantasy. But now is the time I have to face my own reality.  

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my love and heart

I’m more than a to do list… But someone like you could never see. The priceless worth and true beauty inside of me. You act as if love was something you could buy. But with this mindset you’ll never be able to fly. Jewels lose their shine and superficial beauty fades… But love…. Love is…

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never yours to hold

In his eyes… I was nothing. A pawn to be played. A doll meant only for display. Through his eyes… Love was a game. I was wild and he couldn’t keep me tamed. In his eyes… The world was fearful and dangerous. He made me believe everything was for us. In his eyes… People were…

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inner world

How we see the world is a reflection of our own inner world… Some see with vivid colors and endless shades, others only see blackness and infinite cold. Oh the tears were there with me every second of the day. I wished away everything, but love was the only one that chose to stay. I…

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what love can do

you taught me how to love myself by showing me the consequences of hating myself… you taught me how to take care of myself by demonstrating how far neglect and abuse can damage a person…. for all the darkness, on the other end of it all…is love. the struggles and pain of life, no one…

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you won’t always

you won’t always cling onto him…. you won’t always miss the memories… it will take time, but every day it will get easier. when the small choices you make for yourself become your foundation, for a better future…. the healing will hurt until the scars disappears…. the letting go will be painful until you embrace…

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