you won’t always cling onto him….
you won’t always miss the memories…
it will take time, but every day it will get easier.
when the small choices you make for yourself become your foundation,
for a better future….
the healing will hurt until the scars disappears….
the letting go will be painful until you embrace change….
for nothing is ever permanent.
eighteen years of conditioning cannot be undone overnight…
so give it time, give it time.
little by little you’ll choose love over fear.
little by little you’ll learn how to appreciate and cherish the life you used to hate and run from.
you’ll look back….
at all the growth and love you’ve found and…
find a place of your own.
a place that feels safe and special and loving.