a word you say

I don’t believe a word you say… When you only try to tear me to the ground…. I abandoned you and love was what I finally found… You accuse with poison and place me in a spiral of insecurities… And your methods and motivations seek to destroy and control me… But your hate is no…

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story

I was a number, that’s what he said to me… A perfect placed product of his bleeding fantasy… He was misled by fears… And I lost myself in the fallen tears…. Put me in a glass cage… At too young of age… Confine me to his endless list of rules… I was one of many…

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one day

I remember the house I grew up in…. But it never felt like home. The walls encased the perpetual coldness and the floors kept the invisible emptiness… I was breathing… I was physically alive…. But I became a shell… The emotions and feelings and love carved out of me…. By hands I trusted… By people…

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I know…

I missed you today… When I thought of the family we once were… But the memories… Fade and blur…. For we both changed and went our separate ways… But I know… In the end we’ll both find love and learn it wasn’t right for either of us to forever stay…

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a gift

there’s no perfect heroes… no perfect stories of real life… the days and nights are everything we make them to be… letting go of you….to find me. my voice was once lost in your echoes… my eyes once only saw through the beauty of your lies… and I… I won’t live in the fantasy anymore……

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within me

the path I walk returns to the beginning… my heart forever changed and transformed by love… the fears breaking up and washing away with the memories of yesterday… nothing ever stays the same… but the rain gave me a way to find the love missing within me…

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live

I hurt because there was something in me that allowed me to love in the first place…and I don’t regret it… No, I don’t regret it. I know his eyes never held the compassion and love I needed… But I… Still cared and still loved… I never met the real him… But neither did he……

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