home

a child sees a hero in a parent, even if there isn’t one. but there are no perfect heroes in real life… a child doesn’t need an invincible hero… a child doesn’t require a perfect parent… a child needs consistent love, security, support… I didn’t want a perfect home… but I did want a loving…

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never about you

he’d wear a smile if you’re polite and know your place, he’d greet you warmly when you submit to his command, he’d go out of his way to please you if you vow to be faithful to his desires… but waver in your loyalty, or speak a word of disagreement, or step an inch out…

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journey

it’s a process to build your life after its been destroyed… but it starts when you finally face all you tried so hard to avoid… and I try not to look towards the past when I know it only brings more pain… accepting myself and my experiences, no longer do I wish to defend, argue,…

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fabrication

life is a gift but you saw it as a game… and I wish I could have still looked at you the same… but the facade disappeared with my love for you… and I’m still praying you find peace in the deeds you continue to do… the fear and rage in your heart is panic…

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okay

I wanted to believe in you… But I should have believed in me… Still I had to learn some endings were never meant to be… I found love when I wasn’t looking and it changed all of my days… Somehow I know no matter what happens I’ll find a way to be okay….

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fake

I could let you win by giving in… And I could give you all the love I have within… But those who don’t cherish you..maybe they never will… And I can’t keep making excuses for the abuse still… It doesn’t make me better than you… But to my own heart and soul I have to…

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know

I’m no saint, no I won’t pretend to be… Even if condescension lines every word you say to me… But I can’t respond to hate with more hate… If I did…your destiny would seal my own fate… Sometimes you just have to let it go… So you can stay with the love you want to…

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pour

forgiving you was written alongside forgiving me… life is never what we imagine it to forever be… and all I wish for you is love and joy… I don’t long for revenge or for you to fall victim to your own ploy… my heart can’t hold your hate any longer… even if the tears made…

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beautifully

I’m not the person I used to be… But that person was never free… And I said good bye to people I thought I would always know… And I’ve embraced the scars I was once too scared to show… The pain of living is nothing compared to the gift of having lived fearlessly… You can…

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with me

innocence fades, sometimes it dies… what we can’t let go of… holds us back and leaves us unable to fly… fantasy blurs into reality… and I’m still finding ways to fall in love with me.

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