fears

tell me I’m enough but I won’t believe… a part of me struggles to get past this classic conditioning… and I loved you more than I could love myself… then I learned you weren’t going to get me any real help… but no bitterness can be found in these tears… I’m no longer afraid of…

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say

I don’t love you… I love the perfect fantasy… And it kills me when I know… Nothing but my own love could ever fill the void in me… I can’t deny the cause of my own destruction when he’s no longer here… I let my imagination run wild with childish fears… And I’m still struggling…

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still I loved you

my truth may hurt you… when I speak with honesty instead of saying what I know you need to hear…. but the weight of living a lie in the world you created for me…is more than I can bare… if you love me then love me as I am….don’t try to change my heart and…

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in my name

I created a dream world to escape the pain of my reality… It was a place I could finally forget the nightmare I was living in but even in fantasy… I wasn’t truly free…. Because I was just running from one pain to another… When the answer was never outside of me, it was in…

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life

Detaching from a person who you relied upon is complicated… There’s no overnight miracle solution or cure… But reconnecting with your hopes, dreams, and self… Is a journey worthwhile… To create a better life. A healthy life.  

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