shown

I don’t want to feel cheap and broken anymore… Silence and secrets are only kept alive behind closed doors… And I’m a person just like you… And I still struggle too.. But love is never easy when it teaches you how to grow… Your scars and imperfections are still worthy to be shown…

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view

I bottled up love in blind addictions… And I settled for you in made up fictions… I self perpetuated my own afflictions… But that was easier than to face my own contradictions… You can’t make someone change if they don’t want to.. And I’m done with needing you when healing is what I need to…

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okay

lost myself in hazy visions.. but still don’t want to be part of your predictions… there’s an emptiness in me I thought you could fill… but the more I gave into you, the more in me I killed… it takes everything in me to stay away… but you do what you must to finally be…

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day

I don’t want to care about you… I don’t want it to consume my day… But the heart doesn’t care for logic and reasoning… Love was love until it wasn’t meant to stay… You’re everything and nothing… And I don’t know what to say…

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fade

didn’t know you could get under my skin… darken my thoughts in mind… but the more I distance myself away from you… the more I can take care of myself… the less I take care of you… maybe it has to be this way… as the black and white colors fade the day…

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embrace

you’re just a pretty face… with a past you only want to erase… your presence left a painful trace… all I ever wanted was a safe and loving place… one I believed I had to relentlessly chase… but my own heart and truth… I had to fearlessly embrace…

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faded

living well, they say it’s the best revenge… in the eye of the beholder, I guess it all depends… and your love once left me jaded… but the scars and tears have long faded…

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real

I felt a pure emptiness… One I was once desperate to fill… I have to accept a part of me hurts with the thought of you still… The poison you poured into me, it takes time to leave… Now I’m struggling to separate the lies and the fantasy… Sometimes I have no idea what is…

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you

working on myself but I wish it wasn’t so much… it’s hard not to feel guilty for what I’ve done and what I failed to do… I don’t understand so much of the past and you… I don’t know why it’s a struggle to be myself and feel true… I lost me in you… I…

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