I’ve been trying to make excuses for you…

Trying to make you appear okay…

But the more I try, the more I realize you were the one who stole the happiness in my days…

I made excuses for your cruelness..

I ignored your critical remarks…

I tried to comprehend the aggression…

Tried even harder to hide the scars…

But the truth is hard to swallow when it’s staring you right in the face…

The way you loved me…

Made me feel as if a person was just something that could be replaced…

And that’s not okay…

And that isn’t right…

I was not the one who started all of those scary fights…

You don’t know how to love.

You don’t know how to give….

And everything you taught me…

I have to unlearn in order to..

Live.

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

Leave a Reply

Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s