live

I’ve been trying to make excuses for you… Trying to make you appear okay… But the more I try, the more I realize you were the one who stole the happiness in my days… I made excuses for your cruelness.. I ignored your critical remarks… I tried to comprehend the aggression… Tried even harder to…

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pain

can you really classify what we had as love? you had unresolved issues that poisoned the well… you were supposed to take care of me but you left me in hell… I was just someone you used to ease your ego and sell… it hurts me to this day… when I know you and love…

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love

love isn’t given selfishly, love doesn’t tell you who you need to be, love shouldn’t make you feel so unfree, love, your love, isn’t love given to me.

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isolation

it took me a long time to put two and two together… it took me longer to break free of these childhood tethers… the way you love steals the life out of me… the way you care manipulates my mind and suffocates my body… I don’t want to stay in a world of your creation……

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estranged

I spent my life loving people who couldn’t fully love themselves… I was always there when you needed attention and my help… But years of this caused me to neglect and harm myself… Because all of my basic needs were abandoned and put upon a shelf… You can only love someone for so long… Before…

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space

I won’t pretend it doesn’t hurt when it does… moving on and letting go just because… it harms me to stay in this empty place… you left me without a single trace… but no longer is this an abandoned space…

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cease

my mind is a war, the battles I lose, the ones I don’t, but I keep fighting until I find peace… lay down the weapons, as the hurt and hate finally cease….

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be

I lost you… But I kept me… Sometimes you have to cut off the people Who don’t wish to see you free… And I always hated how you told me who I had to Be…  

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have me

I grew up without knowing what I needed… But I thought I had what I always wanted… Love back then was paper thin and empty… But I thought it was better than having nothing… Now I know… I’d rather have me than strangers who have holes for hearts… At the end of the day… I’d…

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living for

innocence can’t last forever… meet me half way between now and never… there’s bitterness in unshed tears… no way to get back all those years… but I’m not broken anymore… fear was never worth living for…

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