faded

living well, they say it’s the best revenge… in the eye of the beholder, I guess it all depends… and your love once left me jaded… but the scars and tears have long faded…

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real

I felt a pure emptiness… One I was once desperate to fill… I have to accept a part of me hurts with the thought of you still… The poison you poured into me, it takes time to leave… Now I’m struggling to separate the lies and the fantasy… Sometimes I have no idea what is…

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you

working on myself but I wish it wasn’t so much… it’s hard not to feel guilty for what I’ve done and what I failed to do… I don’t understand so much of the past and you… I don’t know why it’s a struggle to be myself and feel true… I lost me in you… I…

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live

I’ve been trying to make excuses for you… Trying to make you appear okay… But the more I try, the more I realize you were the one who stole the happiness in my days… I made excuses for your cruelness.. I ignored your critical remarks… I tried to comprehend the aggression… Tried even harder to…

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pain

can you really classify what we had as love? you had unresolved issues that poisoned the well… you were supposed to take care of me but you left me in hell… I was just someone you used to ease your ego and sell… it hurts me to this day… when I know you and love…

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love

love isn’t given selfishly, love doesn’t tell you who you need to be, love shouldn’t make you feel so unfree, love, your love, isn’t love given to me.

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isolation

it took me a long time to put two and two together… it took me longer to break free of these childhood tethers… the way you love steals the life out of me… the way you care manipulates my mind and suffocates my body… I don’t want to stay in a world of your creation……

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