I’m disappointed in myself…
Trying to forget you and think of something else…
Because the memories only haunt the worst parts of me…
And then all the pain and bitterness becomes all I can see…
I didn’t want to look back on my life with regrets…
The love I have for you hasn’t quite disappeared yet…
I’m tired of feeling like the game against me is already set…
All of it feels like an impossible test…
