I thought they had to change….
The problem was in their hands…
I was just a victim of my circumstances…
I couldn’t have changed my destiny…
But real life isn’t that simple…
Love isn’t just a game…
I had to look long enough to learn I was the one…
Who needed to change…
But not in the way you would imagine…
I had to know…
That real love….
Had to first start with me…
Because the more I wanted love outside of myself…
The more I put my life in your hands…
And this sealed my history…
But it doesn’t have to continue to be my story…
I have to love me now…
To let go of the poison I created with you..
And find the worth within
Me…