broken

I wish I had been good enough to be loved by you… But the cold truth is… No one is… No one is… And I can’t imagine living in your heart anymore… When you don’t know how to love me… You don’t know how to love you… And I did all I could to help…

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raw

My wounds are still raw… Fragile and delicate… Paper thin layers healing the surface… But still healing… I grew up without love… Eventually I believed I could live without it… Maybe that’s why I fear it the most… When I know deep down… It’s all I will ever need… Nothing else could ever fill that…

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home

He didn’t give me a choice…. He stole away my consent… And I… I’m still grieving over the life he took… And I… Still cry tears filled with unhealed pain… I never had a choice… He stole it from me… And now… The thing that scares me the most is… Having one… Having a choice….…

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place of love

I was born into fear… I carried it year after year… Life and love… Was a world away… And somewhere along my path…. I convinced myself it would never stop long enough to ever stay… But I’ve fallen in love with the person I long abandoned… Here in my own heart… He taught me how…

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once again

I’m not afraid to die… But I never knew… I was afraid to live… Afraid of love… Every action and choice I made… Was out of my own fears… To stay in a place of slow eventual death… Self destructive in a romantic way… But I never knew… It would all change when I found…

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everything

I needed your love more than anything… But when I awoke from my dreams… I found my arms and heart were left completely empty…. A long walk home to the love within me… I once escaped in you… Now I live with the love in me… And losing you… Changed everything… But not in the…

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company

even though it wasn’t love… I became used to your company… even though it wasn’t kind… I adjusted to you painfully…. and the sound of the words you don’t say… shatters my strength and ability to be… okay… but I’ll let go of these memories… and let love show me the way…

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wash away the fantasy

every word I used to personalize… as if my worth was under attack… and every thought of you made me think of all I believed I lacked… love wasn’t in your eyes that night… but the bitterness and resentment I held for years… no longer lives within my sight… I don’t have to memorialize your…

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peace

It’s a whole new world when you no longer need to fill the emptiness inside… When you embrace your fears and have nothing left to really hide… There’s still an internal struggle, one I have to own… The difference now I no longer feel like I’m not enough and alone… Take care of yourself in…

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