I don’t want your love when it comes with thorns….

And I don’t want your kindness when it is followed by mind games….

I don’t want your flattery…

When you want a fantasy instead…

I used to think….

My only role in this life was to…

Make you happy…

Make you satisfied…

But you….

You don’t know how to love…

You don’t know what love is…

Because all you do is take….and take…

But all of your love…

It felt entirely fake…

And I used to think that it was good enough….

I used to drink your lies and swallow your cruelness…

Because I had no other choice…

You took that away too….

But all your powers to hurt me…

They are nothing compared to the love I have….

The love you could never give….

Because you don’t give…

You only take what you want…

And you leave destruction in your wake…

But I don’t want revenge….

I don’t want to lay you in blame….

I want me…

I want my love….

I want my kindness…

I want my patience…

I want my happiness…

And that is something…

You could never give….

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

Leave a Reply

Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s