choosing me

He lived in a shadowed world… A heart full of pain turned empty and cold… The past grew the rage in him until… His love and his life grew colorless and still… She didn’t stand a chance… Just another victim in his dark and distorted dance… But her pain would heal… Her life… He couldn’t…

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never free

I was only a girl… And I had no power… To stop him… And I tried to stop it…. But I wasn’t strong enough… My heart still panics in black memories… My mind still dreads the promise in his eyes drenched in rage… It still scares me… When I think of what he could do…

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me

I fell in love with the pain… The attachment to the helplessness you made me feel… And there, in that place, I lost sight of what was fake and what was real… I thought I had to kill the version of myself that you sought out to harm… But in doing so, I lost me…

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bare

I was living in a place of pain… All my efforts to control the uncontrollable fell away in vain… And I made a home out of a personal hell… Painting a picture of a villain and victim I knew far too well… The only way to heal was to drown the tears in unconditional love…

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forever stay

your presence is a blessing…. even that’s something I know… and all the words you say and love you give me… gives me the courage to beautifully grow… I loved him when his violence washed upon my world… and I loved him when the light and love in my eyes grew distant and cold… but…

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