never the same

he always cared about presenting perfect appearances…. but he never cared long enough for my own disappearances… put me on a shelf only to control every thought and action… but he wouldn’t even blink when he cut me into a million tiny fractions…. he raised me to believe I only was worth what I could…

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choose me

there’s no absence left in the places I abandoned….. and I never knew love until I learned how to love myself… it’s really time I said goodbye to the past of stained yesterdays… and embrace the life I have ahead of me… I glorified you… I tore you down… I held on but my heart…

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these shores

he was a boy masquerading as a man… but his heart was made of cardboard… the surface shined like no other… but there was only emptiness underneath… and I loved him… until the day… he shattered my innocence away… I don’t glorify his memories anymore… and I know now to walk away and close the…

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