drops of relief

can I walk away when it’s painful… when it tears my heart in two… but staying… there’s no possibility where I see myself with you…. I painted another picture… one of an entirely new view… there’s grief…. mixed with regret and drops of relief… goodbyes after a lifetime feel fatalistic and brief…  

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free

I still have my good days and my bad…. I’m learning to embrace the pain and stop running away from feeling sad… There once was a hole in my heart that nothing could ever fill… But the emptiness slowly began to disappear as I stopped and stayed still…. I started to listen to the voice…

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miss

I’ve stayed with my pain… I’ve wiped away my tears… I’ve had time to reflect on the memories and the years…. It took me a while to learn…. Some pages in this journey you just have to turn… It matters how I look at myself… There’s no shame in breaking down and getting some help……

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another way

I don’t want to talk about the pain anymore…. I don’t want to give it the spotlight anymore… Because there’s a time and place… Some times you just can’t erase… And I’m thankful for what I had…that’s true… But I can’t control what you say and what you do… The best step for me is…

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