I had to know

I thought they had to change…. The problem was in their hands… I was just a victim of my circumstances… I couldn’t have changed my destiny… But real life isn’t that simple… Love isn’t just a game… I had to look long enough to learn I was the one… Who needed to change… But not…

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searching

I kept searching… Searching for the father I always wanted…. For the mother who could bring out the best in me… The best friend who knew me better than myself… And no matter how long or how far I looked… I could never find what I was looking for… The emptiness reaching out and touching…

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for me

I never knew my birth father… Never saw my birth mother… I grew up with a hole of emptiness in my heart… And it only grew bigger as time wore on… Food couldn’t fill it… Sleep couldn’t erase it… But I became so good at self destruction… Sometimes I would wonder if I wasn’t enough…

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the love she needed

I grew up with darkness around my heart… Maybe he wasn’t the only one to tear myself apart… A young girl with a distorted reality of her own worth… Deep fears and insecurities she ultimately gave birth… The wild rage she kept was a fire burning in the wind and rain… But she couldn’t face…

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New Possibilities

I craved attention when love left coldly through the door… And I chased after you until my heart shattered upon the floor… Picking up the pieces and putting my life back together wasn’t easy… I had to slowly remove the poison and shades of nightmares stealing me… The worst part of leaving was the pain…

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